Running fast feet swiftly falling
"Jessica!" my name she is calling
Tears are flowing from my eyes
I'm wondering if they were lies
that she told to me that night
when there was no one to hold me tight
no strong embrace of a father caring
just the pain of fingers tearing
dirty nails sinking deep
into the flesh which does keep
all life inside, the heart of me
which she stole and sold into slavery
I'm now far away from the home I know
away from that hateful foe
I call my Mother, Satan herself
who doesn't care about her children’s health
Who instead feeds us pain and rage
binding us in a small iron cage
taking away all hope and safety
freedom, love, and loyalty
I'm going to have to return to that Hell
but to my knees here I've fell
Alone, worthless, a disgrace
I had thought to find something in this place
this world, this fiery pit of demons
where fires of hate burn for all seasons
I damn you mother, back to your lair
I damn you and I rip and I tear
at YOUR soul, heart full of lies
laughing at your sorrowful cries
when you realize I am gone forever
and you will never have me. Never!
I'll get away and you'll regret
the time with me you spent
wasted- no more love left for you
no forgiveness or mercy to show through
you will be gone and dead to me
when at one time my love was free
and when you're crying I will grin
seeing your defenses turned to tin
that with my hate I ripped through
you aren’t the Mother I knew
I HATE YOU!