Will I? Has my?

Will I ever be cherished?
Love without fear.
Has my heart perished?
Hope full of tears.
Will I ever know security?
In someone's arm.
Has my fate sealed obscurity?
A lover's harm.
Will I ever learn to live?
With a smile.
Has my heart learned to forgive?
Obtained a vile.
Will I ever be loved?
Passion filled kisses.
Has my heart shoved?
Chance of being a missus.

By, Ana F.
Date: April 18, 2005
Time: 2:14am

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This one fits the inspiration pattern of the past two (“Holding the devil’s hand” and “Spiny Heart”) but I consider this one more of an odd ball. The title doesn’t make much sense. The rhyme exists, but it’s hard to discover a pattern with each sentence. I know the pattern, I understand it, but as I read it, I feel like I’m in a maze of emotions, not that clear, but at least I feel them…I don’t know, I’ll let you be the judge.