I’ll Never Miss You

I remember how it used to be
Between you and me
It’s the opposite now.

We used to share secrets,
Interests and fun times
I loved it
I never worried
About your honesty.
You were always honest.
Until that day
When everything changed.

I miss the fun we shared,
The way our friendship was,
The way it used to be.
The feeling I felt so often
When I thought you trusted me.
And I trusted you…
With everything.
I miss it all,
But I’ll never miss you.

What was the first to change
In the way you felt?
I don’t know,
I probably never will.
Sometimes I doubt
That even you know.

I miss the fun we shared,
The way our friendship was,
The way it used to be.
The feeling I felt so often
When I thought you trusted me.
And I trusted you…
With everything.
I miss it all,
But I’ll never miss you.

That’s when the hatred
Began to build up.
We said things so horrid,
So terrible
That we never said them before.
We never said them since.
Not to anyone,
But each other.

And I guess
That’s something else we shared.
A new type of hatred.
A type that only exists
Between friends who’ve changed.
Friends who felt special
Feelings towards each other,
Feelings they’ll never
Ever feel again.

I miss the fun we shared,
The way our friendship was,
The way it used to be.
The feeling I felt so often
When I thought you trusted me.
And I trusted you…
With everything.
I miss it all,
But I’ll never miss you.

I could never miss
Someone who felt
As much hatred as you
Felt towards me.
The same hatred that I
Felt towards you.

We’ve both moved on,
We’ve both changed again.
But for the better
This time.
Sometimes I still wonder
If you miss what we had
As much as I do.

I miss the fun we shared,
The way our friendship was,
The way it used to be.
The feeling I felt so often
When I thought you trusted me.
And I trusted you…
With everything.
I miss it all,
But I’ll never miss you.