Just Thoughts About You

A/N: These are a series of thoughts in a strange format because humans(well I do) think in an unorganized way. Thoughts about a Girl…That same Girl...

I'm too Scared To Feel

I fear I'll get lost in my emotions

My mind will lag behind my heart

So I'm trying to compel my feelings to the dark

It's hard to do

Especially, with a Girl like You

And only I know how…

How hard I'm trying…

I want You

Do You want Me

If so Express it clearly

In your poetry.

I may not look

But I sure do see

When Your wondering eyes

Are placed on Me.

I tried to escape

But You're confusing me

Is it to be

Or is it not to be

I'm questioning myself

Because I can't question You

But that has to change

For me to learn the Truth…

The "dust has settled"

The "smoke has cleared"

I once exposed my emotions openly

Now let yours appear…

I'm confused

Aren't You amused

And in love like fools,

Because I heard you two

Singing the happy blues…

Please, if You Know

Atleast, let Me Know

I'm afraid to show

So please You just show

I'm suppose to be a Man

I'm suppose to handle this like Men

I'm sorry, You're different,

Can't You See

I'm Writing about You…Again.

-B. Rosser