- Pills -

Everything is falling down before me
But I feel nothing, not even the fear of others
I sit in a far away corner listening to music
I smile and laugh because I'm happy
I don't care that everyone's looking at me
Go ahead and keep looking at me
Maybe you'll see something worth seeing

My field of withered flowers
Have bloomed into beautiful white flowers

This is my second chance in life
I'm grasping this happiness
And I never want to let it go
I won't let anyone take this away from me again
Nobody can hurt me now as long as I have these pills
Your ignorant hateful words can't wound me anymore

My field of withered flowers
Have bloomed into beautiful white flowers
And today they will blacken and burn

All this anger and hate that I cannot feel
Will keep burying itself inside of me
And when I become immune to this artificial happiness
The insanity will show itself once again
And it'll come back to wound me deeper than before
And these wounds will burn and bleed heavily
Because I am the cause of death