My life burns away

Like a cigarette

A strange feeling comes over me

As the smoke fills the chamber

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The feeling is something.

Something deep,

A feeling of all the things I cant

Remember.

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It’s a feeling of taboo

All the things your not meant to do

And all the things your not meant to say

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And then the anger washes over me

Towards myself, the world, and you,

That peoples ideals have to be this way.