10:58 am
4 27 05

Do I have any words for you
I wish I could
wipe that damn smirk off your face
and not be the one left begging
well, you are the victim, world without end
sound without friends

But, wait, I digress.
what I'd really like to say is,
I surrender
no brakes,
I'd like to dive headlong into this danger
if I could put that look on your face just
one more time
and sit there and listen to you argue

now we are
a sideways glance in the hall
a game of power and loss and I surrender
I'd like to, I really would
but you couldn't handle it
and I can't watch you fail.

I can give myself in every subtle way I know
just with the hope that you'd let go

do I have any words for you
I could, but you don't want me to defend myself
I can't understand what you want me to do
but if I knew
would I be able?

I would surrender, but you want me to keep fighting