I had a dream;

They where laughing about me

they never laugh with me.

They didn’t think I could hear

Or didn’t think I would care.

And I don’t!

Do I?

There’s that doubt.

Always there.

If I don’t care then why does it hurt?

Their words I hear.

The smile so false

They mock me

So I mock them

Or is it the other way?

In my dream

They made fun of my pain

Of my passions.

I cried in class,

The story was sad

But no one else cried

What is wrong with society?

Is it just something wrong with me?

After all society laughs at me.

There for... I am the freak.

Freaks flock together

But I’m always alone

Swaying like drift wood

On waves

being carried away

far from home.

They snicker

At my uncertainty.

Everyone, but you.

I wasn’t alone after all.

The sea is big

And many drift in the waves.

You.

I never knew you.

But you were in my dream .

And you defended me.

SO I would like to thank you,

But I don’t know your name,

I just recognize your face.

It is as friendly and sad

As I recall.

Did you cry as well?

Thankyou nameless hero

You’ll never know

That you saved me.

From myself.

From the cruel crowd in my mind.

thank you for me coming into my dream.

thank you for not laughing at me.