The smell, the pungencies,

Reassurance, prepare to be medicated,

Hand over the paper promises,

Receive your dreams.

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Different every time,

The same, every time, yet less interesting,

Routine, functionality,

Hold it tight, all in your mind.

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Get what you need, again,

Feels like you didn't need it,

Did you? All different now,

Not at all different from before.

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This is the last time,

I'll never do it again, never,

Until it makes me,

Am I doing? Or being done?

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It used to be fun,

Now that's all gone,

I'm just being done,

Help, someone….