You try to save me

but cant you see nothing can set me free

I still cry at night

listen to my parents fight

every time they yell

I feel I fail

every time he talks about me and thinks I cant hear

it just opens up another memory of a fear

tears tickle my face

as they stroll like they're running a race

is this dieing

or is this living

can anyone hear me when I scream

can anyone see the demons that haunt my dreams

i feel like I'm falling can anyone hear me calling

75 deegres and freezing

reading and still not believeing

coca-cola my medication

so i dont suffer intoxication

i just want to survive, but its so hard to stay alive

suffering from this fix

trapped inside of this whole mix

my heart has passions and desiers

but my hopes are burned in fires

i just want to go to sleep

and wake up to a better life

one that doesnt hurt

one that keeps its word

i just want to hear some one say

"I love you," one of theese days

my mom aint that bad

but you can tell shes sad

my brothers back

but for how long is not a fact

my dad

just makes me mad

i get angry because i'm hurt

everytime i start to heal

it is pain i start to feel

i used to be so happy

but now i just feel crappy

i dont know why

but when I'm asked whats wrong i lie

and say im fine

but i really feel like im on the line

of misery

I dont need therapy

i just need some one to see

me

the one that can smile

and laugh for a while

the me that's not afraid of tommorrow

the me not consumed in sorrow

i know im still in there

and I know its not fair

i start to come out of my shell

then someone rages hell

i sink alittle bit deeper each time

and still ill say im just fine

tears come and go

as my blood continues to flow

i want something to hold

that wont just leave me out cold

something that wont let me fall

something that wont make me crawl

alone in this tragedy called life

dont please dont let me suffer this life

i know everything is going to turn out okay

itll will all be over in the end of my days