You tell me not to think

But how can I not

When it’s you that makes me think?

You say we’re friends

But we were friends before

And you were never this far away

You say you don’t hate me

But I’m not stupid as I’ve told you before

I can see in your eyes

I’m annoying

Is this it? What we’ve become?

Struggling for something we’ll never have?

Friendship only works both ways

I can’t do it on my own

And yes, I love you, always have

But I’m not asking for love back

All I want is for things to be

The way they were before

Everything was wonderful then

Every second was bliss

No matter what anyone else said

I felt special

I felt wanted

I should’ve known it wouldn’t last

Something changed – was it me?

Now you know exactly who I am

Now you’ve found out my secrets

You realise that I’m not who you thought

I’m not as good as I seemed

Everyone tells me to snap out of it

Everyone tells me to move on

They don’t understand

They don’t know who I am

They weren’t there

When you made me so happy

They don’t understand why I can’t let go

I just want to go back in time

Can’t we find that moment

And live it again

And again and again and again