Cheaters

Where do I start?
Hmm I don't know?
Let's begin with my heart,
And from there we shall go.
We were dating and ok
I guess, I suppose
It seemed like an average day,
We all know how that goes
I went to your place,
Just to chill, to hang out
You brightened my days,
That's said without doubt.

Here I am in your living room.
Where are you?
I hear noise in the backroom but I won't assume,
So carefully I walk thinking each step through;
I open the door to a world shattering view.
Who the hell is she?
And why is she with him?
No wait this is not what I see.
The lights are playing games with me, they're awfully dim.
I close my eyes and look again,
is that someone I know?
Kissing with him?
Indeed it is so.
Everyone's frozen,
As if crystallized in ice,
Well at least they still had half their clothing,
But I turned away and walked not thinking twice,

Then from the doorway I heard my name,
And "Baby I'm sorry it's not what it seems",
Thinking to myself, I wonder is this just a game?
Blocking out what he said, so untruthful he deemed,

3 months later and a couple of days,
Life returned to normal,
I know longer dwelled in my heart broken phase,

My doorbell rings, who could it be?
It's him at my door; I begin to feel sick,

I open my door and let him in you see?
Glancing at the clock that silently ticks,
Only five minutes and then he must leave,
20 minutes pass as we steadily talk,
He explains all his grief,
And from talking we take a little walk,

To a different part of my house,
Whoa what am I doing, he cheated on me!!
It's almost as if he is my destined spouse,
No I can't take him back this easily,
Then it all changed,
With his blissful kiss,
The one that slays instantly,
Once again my heart I will miss...

Now we're together again
Everyone is happy
Forever I would love him, on him I depend
Though I refuse to let the relationship be sappy
A few months later life goes down,
I've caught him with another female,
Here's another round.
We repeat this process twice more after,
Old habits die hard,
But no longer do we fill a room with laughter,

In this game of poker, he has horrible cards.
Separated we are from this time on,
So I listen for my doorbell to see if it rings,
My words were sharp they cut night like the light at mornings dawn,
So if he comes back, no answer he'll receive, just a little letter with a list of all I went through for him, a list of everything...