A/N: Hey everyone. Ok, first, this poem doesn't exactly mean I am suicidal. Yes, I have thought about it, even lately. But right now I'm not. But I heard this song, then bought the cd, "How do you get that lonely" by Blaine Larson. Its about a kid commiting suicide. Its really sad. I guess this is just an answer to how easy it is for someone to feel like death is their only way out with they have no one to help hold them up. I should know, especially since I just recenently lost someone I love and I'm trying to deal with all the heartache. Please R&R, I wanna know what you think. If there are any typos sorry. I am doing this in a bit of a hurry. Also, if you like this, I have some of my older poems that are similiar to this. THANX!!!

Why Suicide

How can I be this lonely,
But yet nobody knows?

No one sees the writing on the wall,
Therefore I am left to fall.

No one is standing around,
To be able to catch me when I hit the ground.

I guess its because everyone always lets go,
That I’ve come to feel this low.

I feel so empty,
That I want to let it all go.

I’m not blaming anybody,
I guess no one understands,
But hindsight’s 20/20.

There are so many reasons I would end it today,
But there are also a few that help me hold on.

I’ve lost a lot,
And haven’t gained much,
So why should I stick around,
And feel all alone?

I’m on the edge,
Ready to fall,
And the ones I love won’t be there,
To see me go over the wall.

To me,
It seems real simple for one to get this lonely.
I know I am,
But I just hope one day,
I’ll have someone to recognize all my suffering clues.

LiL Angel with Wings
Dreamer to Fly