I want to be disconnected
…forget how to care

I want to distance myself from you
…forget that you are there

I want to lose myself in time
…forget what I have sought

I want to leave you behind
…forget the lust-filled thoughts

I want to learn to hate you
…forget just how I feel

I want to learn to dismiss you
…forget that you are real

But what I really need to do
Is tell myself the truth:

"All I truly want right now
Is to be with you."