Today I would’ve had my baby.

Y’know the one that I could never hold.

Though he/she had no name.

His/her soul I’ll remember until I get old.

To forget about him/her would be impossible.

But to remember is almost unbearable.

Why did I have to go through all this?

There are times when I simply don’t care at all.

Every year, on this date, I’ll remember.

I’ll look to the sky and pray.

That the Lord God looks after my baby,

Until I’m able to see him/her one day.

The emptiness in my heart can be refilled,

By the other children we bring into this world.

But there will always be that one great loss.

That will make me the saddest man in this world.

I should be happy as I still have my lover.

She’s great to me, I truly love her.

Together we can get through anything.

We don’t just have our life’s together, we have forever.

The date will never leave my mind.

Though I may try, I’ll never forget it.

I’ll always think of my baby, now lost to me.

The date - the day - I’ll always be afraid of it.