I broke down today

I thought you might want to know

I was getting up out of bed

And I fell to the floor

Tears pouring down my cheeks

Heart breaking crys escaping from my lips

I'm broken in two

I can't sleep at night

Mostly because I spend my nights

Awake thinking of you

I've thought about running away

Of just taking money from my parents

And getting a plane ticket

And flying back to you

But I know I'll never do it

I'm too scared

Of them rejecting me forever

They said I can leave

But I can't ever come back

I wouldn't care

They don't want me to be happy

They only want what's best for them

They took me away from you

Just so they could escape the snow

And what did we get

Nothing

We aren't any happier here

Than we were up there

The only thing that made it easier for me

Was you

You made me happy

And now all I do is cry

Because I can't be with you

I cry because I miss you

I cry because I can't see you

I cry because I can't touch you

I cry because I feel as if I'm dying

I can't keep living like this

I can't be away from you like this

It's killing me

There's too much distance

I have to break free

I have to get to you

I'm losing my mind

I can't think straight

All I know

Is I have to be with you

I have to be able to touch you

This is slowly killing me

I pray every night

For the strength

To get through this

Because I know you'll be here

Right here next to me

I just don't know when

I don't know how long

I can last

Without running away

I need you

I need you next to me

Without you I'm nothing

Every day I cry for you

My soul cries out for you

My heart cries out for you

Please return to my embrace

I need you more than ever

Please come rescue me

Save me from this sadness