You wanted me to choose

Between him and you

I already chose

Before I even had a chance to think

My heart chose

And it chose him

You can't even tell me

That you want to be with me

So how can I be sure

That you really want me

If I broke up with him

And things didn't work out

Between you and me

I would have broken his heart

All for nothing

I love him

I need him

I belong with him

I do love you

But not enough to risk

Someone who I consider to be the one

I thought you were the one

Until you said

That it wasn't your problem

Because you told me

What I had to do

And yet I held back

Because first

I needed something from you

I needed three little words

But you couldn't give them

So you lucked out

You don't have to worry

About whether or not

I'm replacing your sister

With you

You don't have to worry

About the next time I overdose

You're free of the "drama"

Free of the "whore"

You won't have to worry about me

Anymore

I hope you're happy with

The decision you made

I really did love you

But I won't sit around

And wait for you

To prove to me

That you want me with you

I would have given up

The best thing I ever had

If I hadn't asked you

What you wanted

I would have made

The biggest mistake

I ever made

By leaving my heart

And listening to you

You don't want me

You never did

You just need someone to hold on to

I have someone to hold

I have someone to love

And it's not you

Because you would only hurt me

In the end

And I knew that

Because you've hurt me before

And when you hurt someone once

You always hurt them again

I hope you find love

But you won't find it with me