"Past"

I'm staring to nowhere

Feeling the past grasping

At all that I see

Feeling the past reaching

Holding my heart

Holding my heart

I want to stretch out my hand

And touch you

But the past holds me

I'm afraid of what I've believed

I want to give you my heart

And hold you

But the past binds me

I'm afraid of what I thought true

I'm staring to nowhere

Feeling the past grasping

Feel the past seizing

All that I believe

I'm staring to nowhere

Feeling my heart crying

Feel my heart mourning

The past I still see

I think I'm scared

All I ever said

Fading from memory

I think I'm scared

All I ever thought

Collapsing in my mind

I want to give you my heart

And hold you

But the past binds me

I'm afraid of what I thought true

Can you see me standing

Staring to nowhere

Afraid of myself, afraid of you?

I'm struggling, I'm trying

I'm standing here

I want to give you my heart

And hold you

I want to reach out my hand

And touch you

Fearing living alone

Being broken again

Afraid of myself, afraid of you

Staring to nowhere

Wishing to break the bonds of the past

I want to give you my heart

And hold you

Hold you