Where do we go from here?
From the hurting and lying and all this fucked up crying
I ended it once I'll do it again
Because it's all just the same
The same game
The same life
The same guy in my life
He's not the one I want anymore, the sparks have died,just smouldering embers beneath this storm.
He's the only one who can make me cry, the only one to whom I lie.
He thinks it's all okay again, he's the only one who is so naive.
He's the only one holding me tight, strangling me and my emotions in this cold dark night whilst the one I want slips subtly by.
The one I want, I've always loved, even after he smashed my heart into tiny glass pieces

And made me walk.

He was coming back to me, he openly admits it
Now I know my folly
I see the hole I've dug, fallen headfirst in,
I've yet to find a way up and out,

And its filling fast with tears.

There don't seem to be any ladders, no quick escapes from heartbreaks,
None in this hole at all.
I look up at the blackened sky, reach for it's stars,
But I've dug it deep, I'm drowning fast,
There's no way out or so it seems
I scream and scream but noone hears, I'm just a voice inside my head
The water reaches over my head, I'm trapped and dying slow
Why'd I have to go and make a mess like this,

A prize in a tug-of-war.