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The nightmares that plague my dreams… Their temptation beckons strongly
Desperately I try to deafened my ears from my sins
My unforgivable sins
Selfish as it is, blind perhaps, I could never let go of you
That special place with memories, you beckoned, for there lays your graveThe guilt that consumes my entire mind
Leads me to a place best left forgotten
Atonement and redemption, I was summoned towards you
The clock I smashed to forget you, its gears work yet againYour grave left untouched and soiled, how could I resist?
Footsteps with certain curiosity are laced with unbearable heaviness
Can you hear it? The voice of temptation luring me into what I thought would save me?
The silence and mist disperse, leaving me confused with unspeakable horrors
Never again, Never Again I deniedThe denizens of malice approach slowly, distorted faces with grinning teeth
They bring with them their hunger, their knives and their nature
Tell me, if I should continue living in this abstract worldWas there worth being here in this awakening place?
The place where I believed that you have never left me
My wife, MY precious wife
Lead me towards you, with clues meant to console
Who would have thought you wanted me dead?
The true intentions of your remaining thoughts
Was there a time when I sought the white truth?Before my eyes, what was a secret buried it deeper
With open arms I embraced it
Hoping it would stab every last drop of hope within me
No, those promises were all lies meant to capture youRegrets building deep inside, I point the gun on my head
Wishing, just wishing that soon I’ll find you, my white lie
Memories of what was never mine, I remember
The secret lullaby meant to comprise
Holding dearly a mirage of you, Shameful isn’t it?
The mere illusion of you holding my shattering heart
Closing my eyes, drinking your warmth, I can almost forget the pain
The pain of three years knowing you had already been dead
Selfishly I decipher what was meant to be goneFrom the start, the very start, I was deemed guilty
Horrid monsters chasing my conscience
It was you wasn’t it? The reason why I’m back to this special place
I plunge deeper into hell, dying from your hands I smile
Your picture clasped tightly in my bleeding hands
The letter you sent me burned forever in what’s left of my heart
Scars of the past resurface from underneath my skin
It was me who murdered you, now I remember
Vaguely…
Your laughter echoed sweetly
your mind cried from insanity
Who am I to think that I've been
searching for a light that's been dead
