Another of my ramblings. I was trying to express the feelings of despair, don't think I totally managed that. But I like some of the lines here anyway.

As the daylight was vanishing behind the cloud of despair, the chills of cold from the day before went away, leaving you once again to your own insane mind. Though clear as crystal the terror can be, yet hidden in particles unseen by the eyes, they can take you by surprise. Surreal emotions are never to be trusted. The road to perdition is too easy to walk, but you will never notice, as the pain demands all the attention.

Every part of your being will be tormented by memories you cannot remember. When you wake at night covered in your own blood, the vengeance will not be fulfilled, and once again you will sacrifice everything for a single moment of peace, before you are to pass away. It will not happen. Your own demons bind you to the world you hate. Fight and loose, forever doomed to live the nightmare you did not wake from, in vain you will struggle. Cause hope is the very thing attaching you to the life never to be yours as long as there is belief. Darkness is to ever surround the feelings tempting.

Nemesis is your name.