Whatchamacallme: Umm…. Yeah…. This has some religious implications in it, but it’s just saying that God loves us….. Written when I was kinda depressed and sad…. Oh, heck, just read it. Review please.

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Find Me!

There is a time in everyone's life when we are called to account for how we use our friends’ trust and love. We are called to tell who our friends really are.

My question is this: Will you know who I am?

The real me; the one that is hidden deep inside my heart. Will you know that I am truly shy? Or will you think me always bold? Will you know that I am a scared soul trying to make sense of the world around me? Or will you continue to believe that I have all my wits about me? Will you have gained enough trust for me to know that you would never reject me? Or will I be able to put more faith in a stranger I hardly know?

I'm asking you, do you know ME? The true Me. The one that once you find you will never give up. The one that is scarred deep with insecurity. Will you find me? The one that has hope in three things: God, His love, and friends.

I am calling to you: Find me! I'm screaming; knowing that you aren't listening. I'm crying out to you: FIND ME! And I know you never will, because you never search. You never even make a single move towards me. My arms are open to those who seek the true Me. The ones who will understand. The ones that I am looking for. The ones I can hear screaming the same thing: find me.

People look at me and see a innocent and naive little girl who is wearing neon colors because it depicts her personality. They look but they do not see. Yes, I wear these colors because they are an outward sign of my personality. Yes, I make a reputation of being extraordinarily weird.

But, why do you think I do this? Is this the true me? I think not.

Still, I am screaming: FIND ME. But few have heard.

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Umm..... Yeah, It’s kinda weird..... Don’t know exactly what I was thinking when I wrote this.... Review please.