a dull throb I feel
like a shadow I am
secrets betrayed by people who care
want the pain the end
the doubt the die
oh the pain
the pain

what happed to my happiness
the joy I felt each day
when I thought of love
and what it brings
a smile I would give

But now my heart is cold
bleeding through the seams
drowning in a world of love
and broken dreams

Love him more than life
more than death
and misery
it's not the love that's hurting me
it's the parents
you see?

Trying to protect me
no, trying to kill
whispering my secrets
destorying my will

No longer am I strong
confidence no longer sings
I long to be where angel's fly
and sing

5/20/05