Note: I was pretty depressed when I wrote this, but its getting better now! I just thought I'd put it up since its actually pretty good I think. Funny how when you're depressed things work out that way!

Theres suddenly something there between us
something I can't define
If I could it would be gone
dead and decaying by the roadside
left to the elements that created it
When you say you love me
I doubt
When you say marry me
I want to run away to the place we once knew
where I could be your fairy tale princess
where you could be my dark knight in armor
braver and stronger than I would ever be
someone I could lean on and be assured you knew more than I...
Knew something about God and life I couldn't
but now I stand speechless
I'm no longer in that dress
waiting by the river to hear the trod of the stallion you ride
I'm standing by a deserted parking lot
wishing all the thoughts would dissapear
only to find you expecting me
shadowed in faith and mist.

Please say this is not the end to the story, the
place where the book closes
with only echoes left to memorize
and stillness to cling to
where you once were.