This is a little somthing i wrote yesterday and completed today, at the moment i began i was confused, guilty sick, stressed and scared.

well tis is the product of all that shit...

Enjoy i hope

I wish I could just ran away to another world,
Alas, I cannot
A world without choices
A world without you

If I never feel again
It would be far too soon
The confusion inside my soul
No longer can I bear

I want to run
Far away and be alone
I need to run
I need to bleed

How do you feel
Do I even want to know
No, I must never know
I need to run away

Travel far from here
Where my demons cannot reach
I hate the word
Demons bring to me

The demon in my mind chases me
Stalks me forever
I will not escape
I do not want to escape

No, because I am weak
I cannot handle the word
How dare you utter it
How dare you use it

It twists you
It uses you
It fucks you up
It drives you mad

I ignore the word
Until you take it back
I hate the word
Why did you say it

Piss off
Leave me in my solitude
I don't care where you go
Just leave me alone

I am selfish
I want nothing more then to hurt
My emotions drive me crazy
They cause me agony

The pain I brought
Upon my flesh
Numbs my emotion
Ends my feeling

I run and hide
From you
This pain that word brings
The word you brought

Shut up fuck off
Leave me alone in silence
The voices tells me to run
Run I must

This urge to start again
Wipe my life away
Be born again
Cannot be fulfilled

I cannot deal
Nor live
It is all your fault
As much as it is mine

I want to run
I need to escape
Escape that word
Run far from here.

KarlaMarie

always and forever

KarlaMarie