'Grave'

Hath thou come to bury me in my grave?
Or just to see how far a person can fall?
One day I had it all,
Everything a soul could ever dream of and wish for.
And now I can't be pulled up out of this,
This is my end.
This is my punishment for a pathetic life.
For losing the most important thing I will ever come across.
No line of mourners for my death
Only those waiting to steal what meaningless little I had left with.
The mockers and their baboonish cackles,
Those who wished me wrong,
The people waiting to spit at me on my dying day.
The harsh cruelties of my end,
But Life is cruel
Filled only with false hopes and disappointments.
There's only one ideal - One true light
That gives this world any real meaning
And it no longer exists for me.
The will to go on slowly fading . . . into nothing.
There will be no coffin for this pauper,
No tombstone to remind people the nobody who's buried here.
Throw the dirt over me
And bury me alive,
Keep my soul here for all eternity
And let me have no peace.
Leave me buried,
Deep in the dirt
And take no memory of me.

A/N: Yeah, I usually hate putting up crap, and this qualifies as it (No more 5 month layoffs anymore because it’s one hell of a rut to dig yourself out of). I can't help it right now. I'll get back to good writings . . . maybe . . . one day. . .who knows? Reviews are welcome . . . other than that I’ve nothing else to say, sorry.