Let me

No, damn you, let me be

Why do you care

When have you ever cared about me

Much less about what I want

Why won't you just go away

Why won't you let me do what I have been denied

Have you never had a taste for blood

Especially your own

Please let me get at the knives

Let me feel the metal bite my skin

Let me realish in my own pain

Let me find release

What do you care

It won't hurt you

It will let you be the "good" child

From this you can only gain

Now move aside, damn it!

It's my life and choose to end it

Find some one else to boss around, little sis

Just let me alone

Or you will feel my rage

I want to feel the bite of cold steel

I want to see crimson

Flow from my sliced veins and

Pool on the floor

For once give me what I want and

Take what you can gain from it

Like you always take anyways

But do not give

Now let me alone with my fate and

My blood on the sharp edge of the butcher knife.