Apathy

Being apathetic is a common thing to know

Emotions aren’t hard to hide when its them you don’t know how to show

Hating things you are unsure of

when the most uncertain things are the things you love

How long will that razor long turned brown still ease pain

Is stopping this internal ache enough to really make me insane

I know I need to stop but I can’t do this alone

There’s no one here to help me, they have left me on my own

I’m not asking for sympathy or for empty promises

I’m looking for that one escape that balances all of my loses

Not knowing how to show the one thing you have tried to hide

Will make you feel as if the only thing living inside you now has died

But this isnt a cry for help, begging, complaint or plea

Its just my silent prayer between my pillow and me.