I can’t wait

Ask me how I am
And I’ll tell you I’m alright.
Just to save you
From having to hear me talk all night.

The truth is I’m more messed up
Than you’ll ever know.
I wish it’d be okay
To drive the hell out of here today.
Too bad I’ve got no place to go.

Cause I can’t wait to get the hell out of here.
I can’t wait to leave this all behind.
Someday I’ll put to sleep this conscious fear,
And I will watch the world reappear.

So many reasons for me
To spend the day in bed.
But I’m just screaming
And punching holes in my wall instead.

And sometimes I just want to
Kill everyone I see;
Everyone who gets in my way,
Of living my life everyday.
I think that’s how it ought to be.

Cause I can’t wait to get the hell out of here.
I can’t wait to leave this all behind.
Someday I’ll put to sleep this conscious fear,
And I will watch the world reappear.

I can’t believe how stupid
everyone can be.
You think you’re all invincible.
Hallucinations set you free.

Sustain your poisoned minds
And your failing self control.
The people here are too far gone:
The wrong direction leads you on,
And innocence is leaking from my soul.

And I can’t wait to get the hell out of here.
I can’t wait to leave this all behind.
Someday I’ll put to sleep this conscious fear,
And I will watch the world reappear.

I spent so many years trying not to kill you
(People just like you)
So many years trying not to kill myself
(I hate this place)
Help ME, Get me the hell out of I can’t wait to watch the world reappear.