She found it quite difficult

to determine the difference

of being pressed together

or of being torn out of.

The confusion of setting

a particularness inside

a proposed proposition

or confess the concerned questions.

If only to herself

but could not selves from selves

made quandaries unmanageable

especially to free aloud.

Such wonders awake her

finding more fears to before

though, really, still stupor

to keep from out of reach.

So attempts to attain

to attract an d attach

repressing suppressed subtleties

but fail to grab ever pain.

So she fills full of emptiness

eating away at unbreathable air

then thrash and scratch nothing

thinning and nothing is what's left.