Title : I wish

Type: poetry

Rating: PG-13

I wish I could,

I wish I could turn and run

Run away from all my troubles and fears

Running away from my chaotic life

I wish I could hide

Hiding in a world where no one could reach me

Withdrawing myself from reality

Plunging myself into my own fantasy world.

I wish I could scream

To rid myself of all agony and pain.

To vent off my frustration.

Letting them out and gone with the wind

I wish I could turn back time

Back to my childhood years

To start my life anew

I know I'm irrealistic

But I can't help it.

At times I wish I was born as a wind

With no problems and troubles circling around me

Comes and goes as I release

Living a life of freedom

I wish I could just plainly ignore

But a nagging feeling is tugging at my heart.

Telling me to face it and not run away,

But I'm so tired that I just want to stay away.

Letting them past just like wind

Eventually fading away ;like music.

I wish I have the guts to seek death

I knew death is not the way out of problems in life

But I couldn't help it that I want to die

My world is spinning and I had no way to go¡­.

Who can I seek for help ?

Nobody, I could only depends on myself.

Owari

Date started: 15/10/04

Date completed: 15/10/04