
| Breaking
Author: bayshel-wass Feel like I'm breaking apart..I guess it kind of applies to one of my RPG characters too, but also to me-like I don't always want to show everyone my pain, but I somehow end up doing so anyway...
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Angst - Words: 163 - Published: 06-12-05 - id: 1938250
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A thousand pictures
In the doorway.
A mirage of a perfect
world.
Trying to hide my pain
Only works for so long.
So I find myself
Breaking.
Continuously breaking
Over and over again.
I can't stop;
Can't move on; just keep
on
Breaking.
A shadow cast upon my face
A mask of smiles
Shrugs off a much needed
embrace.
Trying to put on a brave
visage
And succeeding less and
less each day.
Breaking.
Breaking down
Shattered glass
Adorns my soul.
Broken images
Cast dark glimmers
On that picture-perfect
world.
I don't like people to
always see
What anger lies inside of
me.
What anguish I hide
beneath
But, despite my wishes, it
tends to seep
Up to the surface where it
can easily be found.
Broken like a little rag
doll
Wallowing in self-pity.
Just wanting to be left
alone
But craving company.
Breaking.
Falling forever
Onto a jagged floor
Where it is so easy to
Break.
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