When I bitch and moan
You roll your eyes
My whimper and sighs
Make you groan

I doubt you realize
It's a way to make you
and your kind
Notice something that needs desperately
Someone to love

If I could blink it away
I would
But searching and searching has only
torn me apart

I feel the need
To bleed

My strawberry gashes
Rosy pink
love me so

My arms, My legs
My shoulders

Feel so whole
with these petal scars

I look in the mirror
And the marks make a mask

Another way to hide behind pain
I don't know is real

My silver sharp savior
keeps me from hanging from the ceiling

Distraught from loneliness
and lack of hope