A/N:Well-here quick impersonal reply to reviews: thanks to my two reviewers: These are dramatizations. they are loosely based on my "love life". The bad things aren't really that bad and the good things are not really that good, or may actutally be better. This poem is not at all true. I feel that it is a bit possesive and more sure than I am. Oh and obvioulsy , it is a song, but I post it here along with my other love poems. (rolls eyes) So without further ado-here it is, from me to you.

Superficial Reality

Fake it
Trying so hard not to
Break down and cry
Cause you know your life
Is nothing more than a lie

Chorus:
Acting like it doesn’t faze you
Won’t make it better
Pretending that I don’t matter to you
Won’t make me easier to get over

Cause I know that you love me
Just like I love you
And trying to hide behind those
Deep green eyes
Won’t do anything
But make me want you more

I know all your dark secrets
And I know all the things that
Matter the most to you
Where you like to go
Who you wanna be
And I know that you really
Want to be with me

And all of those days spent
By my side
Meant more to you then
These days with her
And I now that you will
Soon return to me
Cause you love me
Just like I love you

Chorus:
Acting like it doesn’t faze you
Won’t make it better
Pretending that I don’t matter to you
Won’t make me easier to get over

Where did you go
Why don’t you respond
I know you are there
Sitting in the dark
Thinking of me
While you refuse
To pick up the phone

My understanding of you
Is gone
Things were so easy before
All of this shit started to happen

You got to cool for me
And I got too distant
Your new friends
Were people I couldn’t stand
And we slowly turned our backs to each other

But I know that you still love me
Just as much as I love you
And that we belong together
That we will find each other
Someday
If not now then soon
We will be together forever

And I know that you
Don’t want me to
Feel the things I feel for you
Cause you feel them too
And they are just too strong to ignore

Chorus:
Acting like it doesn’t faze you
Won’t make it better
Pretending that I don’t matter to you
Won’t make me easier to get over

Well I will give you time
To cross over the line
That you have placed
So solidly between us
I will be here
Just waiting for you
To make up your mind
And come inside

A/N: Please R&R.