Classmates

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Second best

Last in line

Lost in everyone else

No longer mine

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Kicking and screaming

Throwing a fit

Sick and tired of thinking

I'm not worth shit

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I'm done entertaining

Throwing in the towel

I’ll never be accepted

They’re simply too shallow

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They call me immature

But I’ve just begun

They have no idea

Of what I've become

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Hating my reflection

I continue to conform

I never wanted to become this

To myself I had sworn

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Pulling out my hair

Want to scratch out my eyes

Everyone see’s all the fake smiles

No one knows,

My nights are filled

With never ending cries

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I’m not even listening

I’m barely even there

Why make me miserable?

It’s just not fair

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Living this lie

Unseen and unsure

The rest of my life

They’ve made me insecure

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