A/n: Okay, I felt like doing this as I’m totally burned out on VS, and the evil plot bunnies just refuse to quite fucking one another in regard to SoM. It is a one-shot, and I might put in another chapter as a happy ending, but I’m not sure yet, I haven’t even written this one, so it might suck too much to warrant a continuation, or it might have a happy ending, or it might end with everyone dying, who knows? Also, every italicized lyric the POV changes between the twins; and the lyrics are the Anglicized lyrics of Shinjitsu no Uta by D-A-I

-Taint-

The crimson-stained sun has illuminated everything; now and past

I stood there, being shaken by my twin, him begging to be told what it was

It—my darkest secret…no one knows what it is

While we are twins, we couldn’t be less alike…

He is the sun to my moon…

He is the light whilst I am the shadow….

And that is it, my love for my twin…

The other half of my soul…

It was destroying me….

That’s why I am here being shaken by him, his hands on my shoulders, holding me in place with a harsh grip, begging to be told why I would do this…

My twin…my Caden

Is what I have imagined in this twilight more than my own hands can accomplish?

He wouldn’t say anything…

He just stood there, silent, tears streaking his beautiful face…

‘What is it; please tell me what’s bothering you this much?’

I had found him in the bathroom with a razor, shredding his emaciated skin like so much tissue paper…

He was inconsolable…withered…gaunt…alive yet not quite…

My twin…my Loki

Please teach me how to live a little more vulnerably than I do now

He won’t stop…

He shouldn’t care…

If he knew, he wouldn’t…

He shouldn’t care for me…I am tainted…

Dirty…

Won’t you taint me, just a little?

‘Please! Say something!’

But he wouldn’t…

And he won’t…

He started struggling…

Railing against me…

‘Stop!’

‘Stop, please!’

And then I did the unthinkable …

That way, even if I get hurt

He slapped me…

Right across the face…

Ardent apologies fled his lips…

And I couldn’t take it anymore…

I fell against his chest…sobbing…weeping…

And it came out amidst my sobs…

‘I love you…’

The Song of Truth will flow through my heart……

Shinjitsu no uta, kono mune ni nagare...

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A/n: That’s all it wants me to write, I really don’t like it, it’s not that good, but oh well. At least this way you can make up an ending. I like Loki and Caden though, so I might make a story on them later that's not horrible and a decent length. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to write the next chapter of SoM and VS. Please, leave me some reviews, tell me how awful it is…