Quietly,

Quietly,

I see your eyes

Your smile welcoming me

Feel your embrace

Holding me, accepting me,

You wash the blood from my face

And hug me for a bit longer

Give me a kiss and since

We've sworn it to each other

It's okay.

There is nowhere else I'd rather be.

But look, I'm going to hurt you again

Already I can't help what I'll do

You're happy with me now but soon

You're going to die from me

And I can't help the callousness I'll feel

When I look at you then soon

But right now I'd like to say I'm sorry.

It's time to wake up screaming.