I’d shed me a tear if I had the time

I’d get me drunk if I liked wine

But I can’t let go, can’t lose control

Must move on though it breaks my soul

Would he bring it up to dash it again?

Maybe he would to make me feel pain

I’ve been cold enough and hard as stone

Maybe it’s time I stood alone

Maybe it’s an exercise in letting go

Maybe what it is I’ll never know

All I can say is it hurts like hell

I don’t know if I’ll ever be well

I wish I could swear and curse or fight

But even in my thoughts it doesn’t sound right

I’m stuck in limbo with nothing else

But to keep on going with smiles so false