Title: Reflection

Genre(s): General

Rating: General

Themes:#13. Life; social; school

Author's notes: This piece of writing was dedicated to my new friends from school, they are: Grace, Xin Hui and ShuHua. Especially to Grace, for she's the first who approached me on the first day of school...

Summary: My internal struggles/emotions whenever I'm around my classmates.

I'm lost;

I have no sense of directions.

I'm confused, for I have no idea what I'm doing here.

Staring randomly at my new campus;

I'm not sure if I'd made the right choice.

Yet, I knew I had to go on, for I've make the choice.

It's too late to turn back;

What's been lost can't be recovered.

The feeling of regrets filled me;

threatening to overwhelm me.

Ah... how I wish I could turn back time;

back to the point of origin.

Yet, I knew it can't be done.

Walking down the corridor pathway,

I observed as my new classmates chatted among themselves.

Now as I stared at my contact list;

I realized I'm at a loss at what to say.

Socializing have always been an issue for me;

for I've been hurt badly in the past.

Each time I friended someone;

memories from my past haunts me.

Eventually, we will grow apart.

Drifting further away from one another;

but I'm contented to have them in my life, for now...

Will our friendship last?

I have no idea, but I do hope it does.

For the first time in my life,

I wish to have a stable and strong friendship,

with the lots of you.

Owari

date started: 22/06/05

date completed: 22/06/05