Do you still love me?

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Tell me that what i'm feeling

Is madness,

Stupidity,

Because i couldn't bear to lose you.

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Normally, my body is wrought with feelings when i'm with you,

We create our own energy when we're together.

But lately, you seem distant.

I don't know who to blame.

Today, i lay my head on your shoulders,

And you acknowledge me,

Yet there's no feeling,

No love,

Nothing.

I know i'm being ridiculous,

Am i a burden to you?

Or do you care for me,

So deeply in fact,

That you're afraid to show it?

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I think back on our conversations,

No, you do love me!

I remember how we last said goodbye,

And now i can't wait to say Hello again.

I guess i can read things wrongly, that's all.

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I'll blame exams, thats what i'll do,

That you were stressed, thats why emotion didn't show.

Remember, you're that special friend,

The one i waited my life to meet,

No one compares to you.

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I don't care that i've lost friends from my old school,

I'm less worried about losing my friends around me,

Just never let me lose you.

Already tears fall from my eyes

As i think of the ways i might lose you.

My life goes on, and so does yours,

The ever-looming life of Uni waits for me.

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But keep in touch,

Never fade away,

You were my first special friend,

My only one.

You drove away the bad times,

You made me laugh, never made me cry,

You were always there for me.

Throughout my life, you're the only one,

Who ever, ever, showed me affection.

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I'm everything i am, because you loved me.