A/N - to a special person... that I'm scared of losing.

The months have gone by

my feelings have grown

and so have yours

I know.

When we were together,

that night when you asked

If I would be yours

and things couldn't have been better.

There were times that were hard

that day you said you found someone

my heart was left

just a little bit broken.

And all the while,

what I wanted more than anything

was to make you happy.

Then the day came

when I hurt you.

It hurts so much to know I did.

I try to talk to you everyday,

but ive been shut out.

I know I shouldn't be let back in

But, i can't stay away from you.

And although I was scared of getting hurt,

I was the one to cause the pain.

Pain I wanted to keep you from

I guess that's what happens -

You hurt the ones you love

But I didn't want to.

I never meant to.

And I want you to know,

that i'm sorry.

You're strong,

much stronger than I am.

And i'm sorry for all the things I said

I'm sorry for hurting you.

I never meant to.