My tears want to fall

And yet they will not

Because I forbit them to

There is much more sorrow in the world

Much more then I had ever had

I do not have the right to cry

So I will not let my tears fall

Others will do the crying

Others that have it worse

I am raised like a child should be

Or was I not?

Tears are a weakness, or so He told me

Pain will not excist, or so She told me

This will all be a training, or so He told me

You will not cry over this all, or so They told me

I will not cry once more, let water seep through my eyes

I do not have any reason to

I don't feel any pain

I don't feel any sorrow

I don't feel any heart-shattering emotions

But then again, I don't feel anything

I don't feel happiness

I don't feel bliss

I don't feel love

And I don't care

You can't miss what you've never had

You can't notice what you've never seen

Some call me oblivious

Others call me knowing

Some call me weak

Others call me strong

I do not care about what others think of me, as I will not cry over it

There is no reason to cry

There is no pain to cry about

Maybe losses, but I would not know, and therefore not cry

I will not show weakness

I will not crack my shell

I will not tolerate the outside world

And I'll gently go to Hell.