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a constant fear that when I enter a room
people will start to stare
It’s sadness and madness all rolled into one
making you feel in a room full of people like your the only one
It makes you cry and have a constant wish to die
and all this time your wondering why?
You want to know what did you do to deserve these feelings that are overwhelming you
what did you do to have people you don’t know ridicule you
why you start to hate when family tries to talk to you
and why nothing you do is good enough for you
depression is my nightmare
and yes it’s I dream I may hate
so for now all I can do is wait till I wake
or decide my life is something I must take