Caught in the lies

Here I stand

At the brink of destruction

And I know no better

I jump, and I fall

And I learn the reality of life

And I move on, but not entirely

I have left a part of me behind,

My naivety, my innocence

And I long for them

Now, so far into the future

I learn the truth about the past

And I damn myself

For believing those lies

And ultimately,

Destroying myself