Last Good Byes

You have lied to me for the last time! I am no longer your plaything am I? No. I'm much worst... I'm your forgotten toy... But I was easily replaced wasn't I? All your lines all the times you told me those three words, I see now were lies. No more deception. Tonight as I wait in your room for you I hear her voice, I can smell her perfume, I can touch her from were I stand. I watch as you undress and begin to play with your new toy. And then suddenly I am trapped upon a shelf were no one can touch or comfort me anymore. But this is not your doing it is my own. I have created a barrier from the world to me. I want no mans touch I want no woman’s comfort I want to be alone and die... tonight I will die and all I must say is every time you cry a name let it be mine, as a painful reminder of what you have given up. Let each touch to a woman’s flesh remind you of the constant emptiness for no women will compare to the warmth we once felt… This pain must stop now for I shall end it even if it means I must end my life… Good bye world good bye life and loved ones, and good bye to you the one I trusted most… loved and cared for… good bye…