I never understood
All those movies
And all those books
With those girls that had bad break up
Depressed and lonely

But then again, I never loved somebody
As much as I did him
And it’s not this same as in those moviesI’m still waking up
Alone and numb

But I’m waiting
And I’m praying
And waiting
For him to come back to me
I’m hurting I’m bleeding
But I know I’m not waiting alone.

This constant feeling inside my stomach
Feeling as if I’m going to vomit
Drives me insane
I can’t stop thinking
Can’t stop looking
At all the things he left behind

Notes and stuffed animals
Pictures and songs
I stare at them longingly
But don’t take them down

Because I’m waiting
And I’m praying
And waiting
For him to come back to me
I’m hurting I’m bleeding
But I know I’m not waiting alone…

His voice consumes me
Haunting me inside my head
I can hear him
I can see him
But I just can’t hold him
Or even talk to him the same

These hands on my body
Have touched his face
Touched his hair
I miss his warmth
I miss him lying there

And I’m waiting
And I’m praying
And waiting
For him to come back to me
I’m hurting I’m bleeding
But I know I’m not waiting alone

Still today the tears falling from my face
Tears that belong to him
Still today I wonder if I’ll see him
Wonder if I’ll ever get to hug him
Wonder if I can tell him “I love you”

I think back to those days together
He held me close and tell me softly
Oh so softly

“I’ll never leave you”

Yet here I am
So I’m waiting
And I’m praying
And I’m waiting
For him to come back to me
I’m hurting I’m bleeding
But I know I’m not waiting alone

It’s cold now
I’m gazing at the stars dancing across the sky
I’m wondering if you’re looking too
I’m wondering where you are right now
What you’re thinking about
What you’re needing
If you're bleeding

Either way I’ll wait for you
Wait to be with you again
I’m sorry if you’ll never want me again
But I love you
Didn’t I ever tell you that I love you?
I’ll say it again and again
I love you

I love you….

I love you more than the world itself

I love you…I love you..

I’d give anything just to hear your voice again
To hear you say those words back to me
I love you enough to wait for you
One day, one week, one month, one year,

Eternity……

I’ll wait for you