I am afraid…
Of waking every morning with no hope
Of loving and never being loved back
Of living for nothing, not even myself

I am afraid…
Of dreaming for something better
Of wishing for release
Of wanting to rest and never awaken

I am afraid…
You’ll read this
You’ll never understand
You’ll never love me

I am afraid…
Of waking, loving, living
Of dreaming, wishing, wanting
Of you