Because you think I'm always happy, you never see the tears
Expertly hiding them just from your view, crying in my room,
Hoping you would never understand.
Inside I feel numb, there's nothing left to hold on to for support.
No one knows, no one cares, and no one thinks to find out why.
Daddy's little girl has gone away.

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Each time I cry these tears, there is never one reason why.
Voluntarily trying to figure out all of these problems I hide from you
Each poem holding its own problem.
Reality teasing me about life and love, what I can and can't desire.
Years and years brought upon this hatred.

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Trying not to succumb to hate,
Every tear falling to form their own seas,
All the time in the world is gone because of this insecurity and hatred
Ruining my life, tears becoming black, blue, crimson and clear

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I want my pain to end and get me out of depression.

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Carefully drawn plans ruined by many lies formed
Ridicrule said to break my heart even more
Young girls dead because of what lies behind every tear she cries.