6/17/05

Is love for me?

Is love for me?

Tell me what’s the secret to a healthy relationship

I should have been born a guy

The personality I have fits

If I could change one thing

It would be less affectionate

No one likes that much affection

No one can deal with it

If I asked you, “What would you want me to change?”

Would you have the same reply?

Every time I’m in love I always drive them away

God, what is your plan for me?

To live my life in misery

While I stare out a barricaded window watching the beauty of life pass me by

Love is forbidden

Each time I’m in love they always leave

We have no control of where we have to be

They say you’re moving and all I can do is watch you leave

Although love is so far away my heart yearns for it

Yearns for the touch of the love I never seem to feel

Love wasn’t ever meant for me

Even though I love him so much