Lonely

It's so hot, so crazy

My life don't make no sence

My emotions out of wack

It's not just that I'm tence

No one will support me

Just my ma, who always will

I'm lying round in chunks

Pick me up, and eat your fill

I wish that I could move

Could go outside and play

But it's lonely by yourself...

But who'd I play with anyway?

Dream

Azuhre sky's above me,

Grey earth down below.

Every thing is fading,

Everything I know.

I can't find my balance,

Only dizzy dreams.

And then I wake again,

And wonder what it means.

I Dreamed

I dreamed that I was running

From my sin and pain and fear.

I dreamed that I was fighting

Those who tried to hold me dear.

I dreamed that I was crying

Each and every single night.

I dreamed that I was praying

Everything would be alright.

I dreamed that I was hurting

But no one knew of my pain.

I dreamed that I was weeping

My tear falling like the rain.

I dreamed that I was waking

From my dreams of pain and fear;

And cried though I was laughing

All my dreams completely real.